last night i had a buch of crazy dreams ranging from all natural soda made with cane sugar juice so its kosher for passover to molesting hannah while drunk.

crazy dreams mean to me that my increase in medication is starting to take effect. yay.

so now george hates me and gen hates me and liz is just caught in the middle. i guess thats what i get for being such a misanthrop. went to the beach today which was nice, it was the first time i have spent alone with liz in a long time. it was much needed. i feel bad about not calling gen to get up and come with us but i was too distracted by my need to get out of the house and the city especially after the show that george put on last night just to piss me off and keep me from sleeping. tonight i have been banned from hanging out with all but liz. im not going to cry about it. i'm enjoying the time off. plus it's much easier to do my own thing and ignore everyone else when everyone else is mad at me. i think it's normal to hate your friends, if you didnt love them you wouldnt care enough to hate them.

just to clarify i don't actually have scabies, im just being my usual hypochondriac self

to the person who gave me scabies:

i hope you die! you're really gross!

sincerely,
a very itchy melancolin

i hate you if...

you listen to trance or techno
use the following words/phrases regularly: grazie, gracias, ex-squeeze me, bon nuit
watch everybody loves raymond
you talk to the television
you burn holes in my car

gen wrote a profile of me for her creative writing class and before she handed it in she read it out loud to me and a bunch of our friends. its mostly about whats going on right now but it includes some basic family history. basically everyone got depressed i got several hugs and ooh i didnt know all that about you. it almost brought some people to tears it seems. her class didnt like it so much though. gen says its cause they dont know me so it seems pointless. we are going to rework it.

right now it's spring break. woo. i dont think ill end up going anywhere. we might go to florida for a few days. we'll see.

is it daiquiri monday again!?

i think caleb is spending too much time with pierced people.

toga party this weekend. my toga was very beautiful. my inspiration came from my ikea duvet cover, yves sant laurent, jean paul gautier and lil' kim's vma top with exposed breast. if i had a picture i would post it but no i dont.

im still very lonely. i need a designated cuddler. gen is too big to cuddle with im not used to large people.

ari's father was in paris for a week and now her friend zoe is there so i have had very little contact with her for a while. it sucks.

today we went to the levy and sat in the sun.

last night i realized that i hadnt been eating much of anything for a while and then today i ate entirely too much. my belly hurts.

tomorrow i exercise!

i just counted and i own 32 pairs of underpants

is this excessive?

don't ask how many socks i own

in portuguese "quanto" is a contraction of the phrase "quão muito"

things i will miss about new orleans: crawgator daiquiris , $5 large daiquiri mondays and wednesdays, my driveway.

the plumbing problem is tentatively fixed i.e. they shut off the water upstairs. a plumber is coming suppossedly sometime soon.

i need a job. preferably as a photographer's assistant but i will take any modeling jobs too. send me your offers and i will take the highest bidder. this is for both summer and right now.

congratulations to amanda b for getting into tulane law.

my wake up call this morning was the sound of water pouring from the light fixture in the bathroom onto the floor. at first i thought it was someone going to the bathroom and then i thought a shower but no its just another plumbing problem. maybe now we can have a plumber come to fix everything all at once.

why do they let rob levine on the tv?

he annoys me and is really not pleasant to look at.

vh1 loves him for some reason.

Fox Returns
Originally uploaded by Cat Whisperer.

"fox returns"

today i was sitting watching tv and my phone started alarming and i looked and it said reminder step with matt and i was really confused so i imed matt fox and asked and so apparently some time last week liz and him and i got really excited about step class at the reily center while we were drunk, so excited that i put it on my calender in my phone. so i forced him to go with me. he said he would only go i f he could pretend he didnt know me. he tried to get out of it several times but i insisted. hah!

i appreciate the fact that jonica refers to me as fox on all the pictures on her flickr photostream. it makes me feel special.

i ran into jill several times last night. she yelled my name from across the bar. i gave her a piece of my mind, and then progressed to flirting. last night was fun. i think i went to million different places and talked to people lots of em and got hit on by all types and danced and played board games and drinking games. crazy. very productive night of drinking.

carnavale has been explosive lately but tonight was not so good. rather revolting actually. i never realized how brutal a tar and feathering was.

making lots of new friends is fun, remembering that you met anyone the next day is just so fucking hard at the moment.

my portraits are done 2 of amanda 4 of ari 1 of steve holt 1 of jaqueline and 1 of amanda b. prof said that my work has always had a very eerie quality to it. he said it was kinda scary. i told him i want to go to art school and he seemed supportive. tomorrow we will have a formal critique and we will talk more. i bought 10 pieces of paper made 10 prints of 10 negatives and they came out almost great. all in less than 3 hours.

now my knees and back hurt from bending over the rototrim and mounting press for an extended period of time.

if i had a scanner i could scan them and put them up but i dont so you will have to wait to see them.