so my body has decided it wont sleep unless i take pills, but i ran out, so no sleep last night

i think ive had that same enormous bottle of sleeping pills from costco for some obsene amount of time. like several years. i guess since i was medicated for the past two years i havent needed to put myself to sleep.

thank god i'm not medicated anymore. it's been hard for david to get used to me now that i have emotions. ooh and mood swings! the trademark zug 30 second mood swing. ah it's a classic

i watched party monster, the documentary not the theatrical movie. several conclusions. james st.james was always an ugly fag. that fat bitch with the dreds and shit, yeah, she's nasty. didnt like natasha lyonne or whatever play her in the movie version? yeah fat bitch mustve been happy about that. what else. oh yes, i hope to be interviewed for party monster 2. i just need to get one of my friends to kill a drug dealer.