blog has suffered lately. i apologize.

events of late:

drinking, sleeping, schooling

miyo called me last week. it was kinda shocking. it brought back so much. miyo. hmmm... what goes on in my head? must call her soon.

im officially going to france a week from thursday. im so excited, both to get away from school and to see ari. paris on its own is not too exciting for me as we all know. i hope this trip is stress-free. but i cant even think about that or i will go on another anxiety bender.

im registered for 18 credits. we will see about this.

saw vanessa friday night. she seemed... absolutely mouth wateringly delicious. and a little flirty. she broke up with her boyrfriend.

i want less anxiety. the doctor says i have to wait 3 more weeks and then we will talk about my options.