ari said something last night in bed about how all of our problems are all her fault and she started crying. and i do agree with her almost all of our problems have been caused by her but you cant be like yes honey its all your fault lets fuck. i was just like it doesnt matter. i couldnt say no its not your fault. and if were together and things are working out then it really doesnt matter. she cried for a while. she said it doesnt count as freaking out. we had promised on monday night that there would be no freaking out. i think shes freaking out. earlier yesterday she said something about how im leaving too soon and such. for many reasons i have promised myself that i will not flip out and for real this time.
so aurora has bought her ticket back from new orleans so shes driving down with me. the possibilities are endless. hahahahahahhaha. im excited cause im going back to new orleans and im going to have someone to show around and its an excuse to eat out and really enjoy it. i dont think that her relationship with alex is failing i just think she needs some excitement in her life. i can provide her with some excitement i have no problem with that.