so i saw lee last night. he has come a long way since the last time i saw him play. he has a lot of weird friends from weslyan or however you spell it. they were too intense for me. i slept with aurora last night. i hope this doesnt make her not want to come to new orleans with me. i hope it wasnt a terrribly stupid thing to do. i am the master of terribly stupid things. i felt bad taking her back to alex's house. but not because i feel like what happened was bad but just because of guilt. it was something that ive been meaning to do for a very long time as in years but have always found excuses to not do it. i cant come up with such excuses anymore. and i feel like a load has been lifted or something. or like finally our relationship has become something thats not just like drunk highschool kids making out scrupulously to avoid any consequences relating to significant others and such. i dont necesarily think however that this is a relationship changing event since i only see it as the greatly anticipated acting out of previously established ligations between us.