so its now official i will be back in new york on thursday morning. and thursday i will we will be celebrating my return at a trip inside. i know amber is thrilled. i am too. it was only a hundred dollars to change my ticket so i went for it. i very very happy. with every day i hate the obese host father more and more. today i was calling the us (with my calling card) and like i can hear someone on the other phone and its obviously him cause i can hear his fat person breathing, you know the kind, and like so i dont say anything i just wait for him to hang up but he doesnt and then he's like hello and im like im using the phone (you dumb shit) and he was like oooh and then hes like are you calling são paulo and im like NO and he goes away. i want him to die by way of ham sandwich. and i know that mama cass actually died of a heart attack and there was just a sandwich on the night stand but its funnier this way. but on the bright side im out of here in 6 days!
i took out the money to pay for my car yesterday which means im really going through with it. its a very big step. it will be the only thing thats really really mine 100% except for on paper where it belongs to rusty for insurance purposes. cant wait to go cruisin around BK or sit in traffic on the BQE ahhh good times. i called steve to tell him im coming home and he was all weird as usual. i dont know whats up with him but he is always weird. i really think that there is something wrong with him having a 31 year old girlfriend. i think he should have no girlfriend at all. and he certainly shouldnt be talking about wanting children at this point in his life. weird!