this blog, like those of so many others has stopped being a place where i can rant about whatever i want and be as outrageous as i want and has become simply a tool for people to spy on me. it is for this reason that amanda removed her blog from the internet. but i am not my sister. i say:

fuck you! who do you think you are! if you dont like what i say, its probably because you have no idea who i am.

im not going to take my blog down nor am i going to pick through its contents to remove any bits that could be seen as offensive, why? because if you find something offensive here, you probably shouldnt be reading it. why? because you don't know me. and if you think that reading my entire blog gives you a little insight as to who i am, youre right. and if i read this without knowing me i would probably think that i was the most disgusting sad excuse for a human being i could imagine. well not the most, my imagination is quite vivid. but youre obviously not getting the whole picture. furthermore, i'd like to hear your thoughts about my transexual father. i'm sure there are quite a few of your personal thoughts about her lifestyle that i would find to be offensive.

as i have said before, if you feel as though it may be inapropriate to be reading my blog, you probably shouldnt be reading it cause you might get hurt. i refuse to hold my tongue.

i will spend no further time discussing this.