oh and i've started looking at apartment listings at home. there are so many listings for amanda's co-op complex thingy. as long as i get an apartment i should be able to survive for the rest of my life qite easily. thanks mom. i want a happy little apartment with nice furniture. and i want natalie to come clean it twice a month. i want ot build a darkroom. perhaps in the room in rusty's backyard. its perfect for a darkroom.

i am so excited to be home for permanent

and to have a place i can call home for the first time since forever. since mathog made me feel like my home was no linger mine.