so since i have had side effects from paxil before the doctor put me on wellbutrin. good for my smoking habit too. the problem is that paxil is best for social phobias. so im kind of worried that this wont help me enough. maybe i should talk to him about trying paxil again maybe i wont have the side effects now since im almost 8 years older. well so now im a medicated emotinal zombie just like the rest of the family.

oh and there was no sex lastnight. she didnt come over, but once i finish my work shes supposed to. who knows when ill finish my work though.

soooooooooooooooooooooo

i love bacon. all i want to do is eat bacon cheese burgers alllll day. mmmmmmmm

so its november and its actually cold today for the first day this season. it must be 60 or something im freezing my nuts off.

and a message to those who think i'm funny. it's not funny its the serious truth. we need to stop laughing at such rediculous ideas and start believing in them. there is a serious problem and weve got to do something to fix it. the solution that will be found by the democratic party is to simply become more conservative to appeal to the mindless. this is not the solution. the rural poor need to be made to understand why their lives suck and that the only onces who are trying to solve the problem are not the ones out to screw them over. the problem is who you gonna trust? the ones who send you a check? (not that the poor actually got checks since they didnt pay enough taxes) or the ones who want to take that check away. the government can only fix things if it has the money to do so. we cant expect to be taken care of by a bankrupt corporation that the president is running into the ground. just like all of the other businesses he has successfully done the same to. i dont see how the saudis are going to bail him out this time.