last week was the worst week ever. it involved me not going to any classes except photography and brazilian dance and then my computer crashing and destroying an assignment i was working on for several hours like 3 or 4 worth 10% of my grade and there is a no late work policy and i cant come up with a research project to propose so im losing ten million points on the proposal and i still cant think of one and ive got that class tomorrow and my anxiety and depression are totally out of this world, but at least i made appointments with both therapist and psychiatrist to fix me emotionally and chemically. ive got eczema (sp?) on my eye now for like a month and a half never had it there before only on my hands and in the corner of my mouth but it has started to sting and burn and flake. must make appt for that as well. my computer is still crazy.

in good news, my friend steve whom i met in brazil came to visit for the weekend from swarthmore. i hadnt seen him in over a year like the end of june 2003. we went to the casino and to bourbon street and to the ripley's believe it or not museum. to the park and the columns hotel for drinks. yesterday we went to the beach in mississippi. its still like 85 degrees here. it was good to have him around cause he has such bright energy.

i want to drop a class. i want to major in studio art. i want maisie to come live with me. i want someone to lay in bed with me discussing things in the dark and making love in the morning. i want to scan photos but i lack the necessary equipment. i want some shrimp and alligator cheesecake. i want my mommy. i want a cable release a hand held light meter and some infrared film. i want them to bring back the mcrib for more than just a limited time. i want the baby's name to be mcnugget mcgeorge mcsoria.

the baby's name is going to be clyde russell soria. russell after my dad. amanda says we cant name the baby mcnugget cause its silly. my baby will be named mcnugget mcgeorge mczug-moore.