i need to talk to george about his coming home tonight completely wasted and then fumbling around in the kitchen for a while and retiring to bed and upon inspection i find that he has prepared some kind of food product and in the process spilled about 2 cups or more of salad dressing that i had made for like the week. it looks like he put it on pasta. anyway he needs to heep his hands off my shit esp. when he is drunk

i need to find my left handed scissors they disappeared tonight after i was using them this afternoon.

i need to clean my room. georges sister is coming next weekend and my friend steve is coming the weekend after that

i need to make reservations to go home for when red boots comes

i need to find a way to have a healthy relationship with ari. meaning healthy for me whatever that means.

i need sex. today i bought brie and cambozola and goat gouda, pate with green pepper corns, prociutto di parma, a tuscan canteloupe, olives, a magnum of cuvee blanc (whole foods brand), pound of mesclun, grapefruit soda, prepared pot stickers, spinach lasagna, creamed spinach and macaroni and cheese, organic hot dogs and buns, weird german brand sauerkraut and a six pack of 16,000 year old water that is certified pure from a crystal lined cavern 2 miles deep below the earths surface entitled trinity natural mineral supplement. this shopping bill says something. it may be spoiled pretentious college student. it might be load up on the second best to quench the thirst. im not sure which it is yet but im leaning towards both. liz was scared of my pate until i fed it to the dog and he liked it so she tried it and loved it. we went to jacques-imos tonight. i want someone who i can take on dates or whatever and have it not be liz.

my horoscope acording to flaunt mag: Love should have robust flavor. You are not the bland kind of lover, you are the black-coffee-in-bed type. you are not the wine and roses kind of lover, but rather one who takes eternal pride in your ability to exalt a partner and allow them an extraordinarily high position in your life. If there happens to be someone nearby who meets your standards, send this message without hesitation. You will only succeed in being yourself, so be it.

where is my someone!?