i do believe that david is the most incredible person i have ever met. he is everything ari is without being a self-centered cold-hearted bitch. he is giving and thoughtful and caring. we have and equal and honest relationship without any struggles. all of this after only three months. he is not scared of our relationship or the future and i absolutely trust him in every possible way.

amsterdam has been a lot of fun. we got off the plane and followed rusty's poor directions to her apartment and then freaked out when we realized that she never told us which buzzer or which door it was. thankfully it was figured out by calling casper the dutch teacher. we smoked a bowl and took a nap while rusty and chelsea went out to a museum and brought back shrooms and more pot. we ate the shrooms and some ecstasy and had an amazing night. yesterday we walked around amsterdam and had vlaamse frites. i had the speciaal with ketchup vlaamse mayonaise and chopped onions, my favorite.

today we have plans to go to david's favorite leather and rubber fetish store

chelsea and david have bonded wonderfully which is good i guess. somebody in the family should get along well with her