today i will write.

i finally went camping with juby's boyfriend gabe and his friends. we went canoeing down the delaware river and then camped along the shore for a night. we drank a lot and smoked a lot and got a lot of sun and it was fun and relaxing. i noticed the effects of living in new orleans when every time i saw a sign for canoes i thought it said casinos. gabe is a really great guy im happy he is with judy and he's got a phat house in portugal or so i hear. i bought a new tent for the trip and i set it up in jonica's room the night before we left so i knew how to put it up and didnt look like a fool. there are pictures below.

after a few fights and many flipouts ari and i came to a resolution and so we are going to do the real relationship thing. im so thrilled to not have to worry about it anymore. i did come to the sad realization that i too will now have to stop sleeping with other people. so far so good. she left for indonesia on thursday, ill be gone when she gets back. we agreed that we would see each other in september im thinking she should come visit me. she mentioned she might.

i had an apartment all lined up and then i lost it and now im still searching for a place with a week till i leave.

on sunday amber amanda caleb jonica rahmin and i went to the beach. rahmin and i dug holes and then a tunnel to connect them all protected by a large moat so the surf wouldnt wash it all away. quite a feat of engineering. caleb ate sand. amber took some great pictures posted below. the one of me with a cigarette is the bestest.

i got switched from lexapro to effexor to better deal with my anxiety. my mother was taking effexor when she died.